Yeah I know, yet again I haven't posted in so long. But the happy thing is: CHRISTMAS is almost here! :D I can't wait! I love celebrating Christmas with my family and its also because my parents stay at home with us and it just makes me feel happy. :D Other than that no other info for awhile. Man I need to upload this thing more often. I've been so busy reading, looking and watching pictures and videos on Tumblr. >>; But blah.

Argh! I keep forgetting to post on here. Not that there is anything interesting going on. Well maybe the most interesting would be my 21st birthday, nothing too much just went out to dinner, saw a movie the next day. Didn't really get a lot of gifts but it's alright, the economy sucks. *coughgeorgewbushcough*  Anyway, other news of interest was Halloween. Yes, I went trick or treating but in my defense I was with four kids that were 10 or 11. I got lots of candy but I was wiped out. We walked for awhile. It was painful not to mention the fact that I was starting to get sick which made it worse but having that candy kind of made it better. It was also my mom's birthday, we didn't really get to do anything for her but it was still good since her younger sister made her a cake and got her a few presents. Other than that no other news of interest.

Library

My head is killing me because as soon as I got on the Main Library's computer and onto youtube I listened to a youtube video and the volume on this computer was loud. I had to turn the video down because I can't find the volume for this computer. My head's still pounding and that happened a half hour ago, I really hate getting headaches. Okay, the reason why I wasn't on in the past few weeks was because I've been trying to catch up with my assignments, I've been doing a pretty good job and hopefully I'll be able to get it done so I'll have great grades. I want my parents to be proud of me and I hope to use some of my financial aid money to help them out. I'm hoping that I'll be getting more of my money soon. Ugh, my head still hurts. I can't really concentrate. I'll be posting again. (Yeah right, maybe in the next few days or weeks)

College Life

I've finally started college! (Well community college. Plus it started last week) My dad had another surgery recently and he's still in recovery, but he said he's going to work tomorrow and that makes me worry. I really wish that I could physically be in the same class as my other classmates because right now I have to do work online until I'm able to get a driver's license. (Yeah I'm 20 years old bout to be 21 and I still don't have a license. >>; Well whatever, for now I need to focus on doing my work for school, chores and fitting in some workouts throughout the week. I also bought a new camera ( it's for school but I use it for fun as well) and I've already finished my first project for my Intro to Digital Photography class. I hope my teacher likes my pictures, I'm still an beginner when it comes to taking photos. It's late and I should be going to bed soon, plus I keep forgetting to update this blog. If I don't update here I'll most likely being updating my livejournal http://azizamanga.livejournal.com/ if anyone actually reads this they can go check out my LJ.

No More Worries......or not

My Dad's health is getting better! Which I am really happy about. :3 In other news, I still haven't been able to register in the classes that I'd like to take. Mainly because every time I try the class is either full or they haven't started asking for students to join it yet, so I'm trying to figure out what I should do. Besides, that I'm unable to use my mini laptop because my idiot self disconnected my family's secure internet thing : I'm not sure why I did it. I guess I was just trying to test something. And we don't even know what our code is so that makes me angry. I've tried to think about what it might be but that hasn't really being doing much for me. My bigger laptop is a one of my elder sister's house and I've waited for a week and a half to get it back. I just hope that I get it back soon. It's a real pain having to use my younger brother's because some of the keys don't work. Other than those problems I'm still doing well. I just want to start with my school stuff.

Worry Wart

I'm still worried about my dad, I won't go into detail but he has to go back to the hospital on the 13th and I'm scared. I don't know what to do except pray which I've been doing non-stop for years and the past few months now. I know that I shouldn't worry because God's in control even though people always blame him for bad things happening. Satan is the one that's trying to destroy our lives not God, he probably lets Satan do certain things to us as a test and most of fail. Besides, Satan has been really pissing me off lately. Why is he picking on my dad? Why won't he just make me sick instead? I'd rather go through what my dad has been going through that way he won't have to suffer, I'd gladly die for my dad. And that's saying something because I won't lay down my life for just anyone. I really want to have everything that's been making my dad sick so he'll be back to his healthier self. Why? Why does my dad have to suffer? It's not fair. I know it's not God's fault and I'm doing my best to hold on my faith which has been crumbling away little by little, I'm really praying that my dad recovers so we can go back to our peaceful lives. Well on another more happy note, I've been chilling at Barnes and Noble today for about 8 hours now. XD I'll probably be leaving soon because I'm worried about my parents. Hopefully everything works out. :3

No Idea What to Call This

I've been pretty worried lately, mainly because of my parents health. My dad's been having health problems for the past few months now and he's had thyroid surgery and it helped for a little while until the doctor's didn't give my dad all of his medicine. My mom has been suffering with fibermialgia(or however the hell you spell it)  for the past few years and it makes her body ache a lot among other things. I've been praying a lot about it and I'm hoping that it's working. Happiest thing so far is that I was accepted at the community college but I haven't been able to do any classes yet but hopefully I'll be able to do them soon. :3 So tired. I'll be going to sleep now. Hope everyone is having a good year so far.

More pictures and crap about my life

Yet again, I've been having problems with my younger niece. See she recently apologized to me (this is like the third or fourth time) about her bad behavior and attitude towards only for her to ask me to help her with the school work that she has to do. But today, she showed me that she was just manipulating me because yet again she had a attitude with me over nothing and I actually surprised myself by being calm and humble when I was talking to her. My dad was right about how she manipulates people and how she has problems because of personal reasons. I really wish that we could get her some help because she really needs it. Yes, I know that I'm talking about a ten year old but everyone needs help at one point or another in their lives. Okay onwards to the happy pictures......or picture for that matter. I took some more and I might upload them on here. I took this picture a few weeks ago, I thought the flowers were cute so yeah...Enjoy if you want to. Also, I'll probably be going to community college soon because a few of my family members thought it'd be a good idea to go to one first before going to a four year college.

I seriously need to place all my bad thoughts in the trash

I can't believe I forgot about my blogger account! >>; I'm going to do my best to remember this place so I won't forget again. Lately I've been having some problems with my 10 year old niece, she's been nothing but trouble since she's lived with us. *sigh* I've been doing my best to be even more patient and kind to her but obviously it's not working especially on Wednesday night and Thursday night because we had arguments on those days. Of course she blames me for starting these things but it's her who starts them, I tried to stay calm in those situations but I ended up snapping and tried to punish her but all she did was laugh as I tried to slap her. Ugh for once I'd like to have a full year without drama happening but of course I can't have that until my niece finally leaves which is probably not going to happen anytime soon.  Besides that I took a picture of this the last time I was at Barnes and Noble. Who ever wrote that was pure genius. It really made my day. :) I have a few more pictures but I'll add those up at a later date. I hope that everyone's year is going fine.

New Laptop!

I am so happy that I finally got an even better laptop! I can't believe it's been 10 days since I've written a post, time does really fly. The truth is mainly because there hasn't been anything that interesting to report until now. I and my younger brother got them on Wednesday(is this how you really spell it? It looks wrong), they were supposed to come on Thursday (well at first) but then they came a day early. I'm so sleepy it's 1 the morning right now, I really hope I'm not becoming an insomniac because I really love to sleep. I try not to sleep all day since I have to help my niece with her school work but I have been getting extra sleep lately and I need to stop doing that. I'm going to have to set up a bed time (I'm 20 years old and I'm going to have a bedtime. So stupid and funny at the same time. Not really) I need to start going to bed at 11:00 or something so I won't be so tired in the morning. ( I have to wake up my niece at 8:30 and sometimes it's even earlier than that, I'm really not that used to getting up so early.) I wish she wasn't home-schooled that way she wouldn't have to work. That would be totally great if it happened.

I'm so glad it's the New Year

I'm really happy that it's the New Year and I hope that everyone is having a good one so far. I've had some ups and downs already but I'm doing a lot better now. I haven't been doing to good with my walk I missed a few days and I feel horrible about it so I'm going to do better with that. I haven't really been able to take pictures lately and it's mainly because my camera's screen is busted. It still works amazingly but I can only see a small part of the screen, I am trying to figure out how to buy a new camera.