Freedom Writers Diary

Ever since Christmas I've been reading The Freedom Writers Diary. The book has true diary entries from Ms. Erin Gruwell's 150 students who she helped out (well for most of them) for their entire high school years. She understands teenagers, young adults and children unlike most teachers who don't really show much appreciation. As long as you turn in your schoolwork they won't hate you. At least that's what it seems like to me. Well maybe I might be a little wrong maybe there are more "Erin Gruewell's" out there. If I do decide to become a teacher I'd like to be as smart, helpful, kind, encouraging and caring as Ms. Erin.

Ahh the holidays.

This past Christmas went by pretty well, if only we hadn't had so many people over this year it would of been great. I know, I know. It sounds rude but for once I'd love to stay home in peace without having so many family members and church members over. I have on why I haven't been writing the past few days. I know that no one really reads this but whatever. I'm never really sure of what the hell to write yet I have so many thoughts on many things.Argh! If only I could train myself better in writing everyday. Oh well. Good bye for now.

Family Members

I'm seriously getting pissed out by a few of mine own family members. Let's start with my 10 year old niece, we'll call her Susie*. Now, Susie may look all innocent and kind but she's not. She's rude, spoiled and doesn't care about anyone else except for her mother. She's been living with us for 3 and a half months now which has been hell. We've done nothing but be nice to her the whole entire time she's been here. And what do we get in return? A spoiled little brat who has a smart mouth. I can write a list of all the nice things that I've done for her:
1. Get her up early in the morning for school every day. And help her with her school work.
2. Share my room (which has been REALLY hard to do)
3. Share my covers
4. I've also had to share some of the food that I eat
5. I've bought her things like food for one and a nice birthday card but she just left it in the basement. (she said that she never got a chance to get it yet she's had three and a half months worth of time to get it out of our basement.)
6. Helped her get on the bus on time (this was before she decided to be home-schooled) (standing out in the cold was unbearable but I did it because I cared about her. But, now I'm not so sure.)
7. Not beating the living hell out of her on MANY occasions.

Now onto my younger cousin, she's 9. Let's call her Catherine. When she's over here, she acts a lot like Susie. Stuck up, rude, and annoying. But when Susie is away from her it's like she changes personalities or something. She's becomes kind, sweet, and helpful. I'm about ready to seriously end my aunt/older cousin relationship with both of them. I know that sounds weird but I don't see it that way. Finally being able to express my opinion has made me feel a lot better. This is just a rant so ignore it if you want.

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Finally managed to take a few new pictures. But, I was only able to do it because of my laptop's camera. Hope you like them, hopefully I can take more pictures soon and write more interesting stuff later.

I decided to just post one picture. Hope you guys like it, sorry for being so boring.

auhajalhagbaa

Sorry for the lame title, I didn't really know what to call it. I literally have no idea of what to talk about which is always a problem for me. The only thing of interest is that Christmas is almost here. I can't wait! I'm really grateful to be able to still celebrate Christmas with my parents, I know that I should be in college right now but I have no money for college plus I don't want my parents to have to pay for both me and my younger brother. I feel like a failure because:
1. I'm not in college
2. I don't have a driver's license
3. I can't drive
4. I don't have a job
5. I don't have a car.

And I'm very disappointed in myself. Which isn't good because I should be doing my best to conquer all of this stuff I know that I won't be able to do everything at once so I'll have to do my best to conquer each one at a time. Wish me luck.

Heavenly Gate (>>;)

This is a picture that I took a few months back, I named it "Heaven's Gate" mainly because that was the first thing that popped into my head before I took the picture. I just really liked how the trees looked, it sort of looked like a gate to me. Though I am not really sure why, if it isn't too much trouble please post a comment. :3 Nothing much of interest happened except for a few of my younger brother's gifts showing up, I and my young niece wrapped them up and placed them under the tree. I am still waiting for my two things to show up and my young niece is still waiting for her stuff. I can't wait until Christmas! I wish that Mom and Dad would let us buy them something, even though truthfully the only way that can could get anything from us would be for them to pay us in order to get them a gift. LOL. I suck. I seriously need to get a job. >>; XD

Ocean in the sky

Yeah, sorry for the stupid title. I couldn't think of anything else. I took this picture last year but I still like this a lot even if it's nearly a year old. I might put up some more later but I'm not sure yet since I can't use my camcorder any more because the screen was busted by accident. So, I'll have to wait until I buy a new camera. I don't know when I'll be able to get one though.

New Comer!

Decided to make a blogger after reading on how to make one. Not much to say except for being excited about Christmas coming up soon. And that makes me feel a lot better, mainly because I haven't been feeling well for a week and a half now. I hate being sick so much. Its hard for me to sleep and eat. I'm not really sure of what else to write so I'll leave it like this for now. Oh! I'll probably put up some pictures soon.