No Idea What to Call This

I've been pretty worried lately, mainly because of my parents health. My dad's been having health problems for the past few months now and he's had thyroid surgery and it helped for a little while until the doctor's didn't give my dad all of his medicine. My mom has been suffering with fibermialgia(or however the hell you spell it)  for the past few years and it makes her body ache a lot among other things. I've been praying a lot about it and I'm hoping that it's working. Happiest thing so far is that I was accepted at the community college but I haven't been able to do any classes yet but hopefully I'll be able to do them soon. :3 So tired. I'll be going to sleep now. Hope everyone is having a good year so far.

More pictures and crap about my life

Yet again, I've been having problems with my younger niece. See she recently apologized to me (this is like the third or fourth time) about her bad behavior and attitude towards only for her to ask me to help her with the school work that she has to do. But today, she showed me that she was just manipulating me because yet again she had a attitude with me over nothing and I actually surprised myself by being calm and humble when I was talking to her. My dad was right about how she manipulates people and how she has problems because of personal reasons. I really wish that we could get her some help because she really needs it. Yes, I know that I'm talking about a ten year old but everyone needs help at one point or another in their lives. Okay onwards to the happy pictures......or picture for that matter. I took some more and I might upload them on here. I took this picture a few weeks ago, I thought the flowers were cute so yeah...Enjoy if you want to. Also, I'll probably be going to community college soon because a few of my family members thought it'd be a good idea to go to one first before going to a four year college.

I seriously need to place all my bad thoughts in the trash

I can't believe I forgot about my blogger account! >>; I'm going to do my best to remember this place so I won't forget again. Lately I've been having some problems with my 10 year old niece, she's been nothing but trouble since she's lived with us. *sigh* I've been doing my best to be even more patient and kind to her but obviously it's not working especially on Wednesday night and Thursday night because we had arguments on those days. Of course she blames me for starting these things but it's her who starts them, I tried to stay calm in those situations but I ended up snapping and tried to punish her but all she did was laugh as I tried to slap her. Ugh for once I'd like to have a full year without drama happening but of course I can't have that until my niece finally leaves which is probably not going to happen anytime soon.  Besides that I took a picture of this the last time I was at Barnes and Noble. Who ever wrote that was pure genius. It really made my day. :) I have a few more pictures but I'll add those up at a later date. I hope that everyone's year is going fine.

New Laptop!

I am so happy that I finally got an even better laptop! I can't believe it's been 10 days since I've written a post, time does really fly. The truth is mainly because there hasn't been anything that interesting to report until now. I and my younger brother got them on Wednesday(is this how you really spell it? It looks wrong), they were supposed to come on Thursday (well at first) but then they came a day early. I'm so sleepy it's 1 the morning right now, I really hope I'm not becoming an insomniac because I really love to sleep. I try not to sleep all day since I have to help my niece with her school work but I have been getting extra sleep lately and I need to stop doing that. I'm going to have to set up a bed time (I'm 20 years old and I'm going to have a bedtime. So stupid and funny at the same time. Not really) I need to start going to bed at 11:00 or something so I won't be so tired in the morning. ( I have to wake up my niece at 8:30 and sometimes it's even earlier than that, I'm really not that used to getting up so early.) I wish she wasn't home-schooled that way she wouldn't have to work. That would be totally great if it happened.

I'm so glad it's the New Year

I'm really happy that it's the New Year and I hope that everyone is having a good one so far. I've had some ups and downs already but I'm doing a lot better now. I haven't been doing to good with my walk I missed a few days and I feel horrible about it so I'm going to do better with that. I haven't really been able to take pictures lately and it's mainly because my camera's screen is busted. It still works amazingly but I can only see a small part of the screen, I am trying to figure out how to buy a new camera.

Freedom Writers Diary

Ever since Christmas I've been reading The Freedom Writers Diary. The book has true diary entries from Ms. Erin Gruwell's 150 students who she helped out (well for most of them) for their entire high school years. She understands teenagers, young adults and children unlike most teachers who don't really show much appreciation. As long as you turn in your schoolwork they won't hate you. At least that's what it seems like to me. Well maybe I might be a little wrong maybe there are more "Erin Gruewell's" out there. If I do decide to become a teacher I'd like to be as smart, helpful, kind, encouraging and caring as Ms. Erin.

Ahh the holidays.

This past Christmas went by pretty well, if only we hadn't had so many people over this year it would of been great. I know, I know. It sounds rude but for once I'd love to stay home in peace without having so many family members and church members over. I have on why I haven't been writing the past few days. I know that no one really reads this but whatever. I'm never really sure of what the hell to write yet I have so many thoughts on many things.Argh! If only I could train myself better in writing everyday. Oh well. Good bye for now.