More pictures and crap about my life

Yet again, I've been having problems with my younger niece. See she recently apologized to me (this is like the third or fourth time) about her bad behavior and attitude towards only for her to ask me to help her with the school work that she has to do. But today, she showed me that she was just manipulating me because yet again she had a attitude with me over nothing and I actually surprised myself by being calm and humble when I was talking to her. My dad was right about how she manipulates people and how she has problems because of personal reasons. I really wish that we could get her some help because she really needs it. Yes, I know that I'm talking about a ten year old but everyone needs help at one point or another in their lives. Okay onwards to the happy pictures......or picture for that matter. I took some more and I might upload them on here. I took this picture a few weeks ago, I thought the flowers were cute so yeah...Enjoy if you want to. Also, I'll probably be going to community college soon because a few of my family members thought it'd be a good idea to go to one first before going to a four year college.

I seriously need to place all my bad thoughts in the trash

I can't believe I forgot about my blogger account! >>; I'm going to do my best to remember this place so I won't forget again. Lately I've been having some problems with my 10 year old niece, she's been nothing but trouble since she's lived with us. *sigh* I've been doing my best to be even more patient and kind to her but obviously it's not working especially on Wednesday night and Thursday night because we had arguments on those days. Of course she blames me for starting these things but it's her who starts them, I tried to stay calm in those situations but I ended up snapping and tried to punish her but all she did was laugh as I tried to slap her. Ugh for once I'd like to have a full year without drama happening but of course I can't have that until my niece finally leaves which is probably not going to happen anytime soon.  Besides that I took a picture of this the last time I was at Barnes and Noble. Who ever wrote that was pure genius. It really made my day. :) I have a few more pictures but I'll add those up at a later date. I hope that everyone's year is going fine.

New Laptop!

I am so happy that I finally got an even better laptop! I can't believe it's been 10 days since I've written a post, time does really fly. The truth is mainly because there hasn't been anything that interesting to report until now. I and my younger brother got them on Wednesday(is this how you really spell it? It looks wrong), they were supposed to come on Thursday (well at first) but then they came a day early. I'm so sleepy it's 1 the morning right now, I really hope I'm not becoming an insomniac because I really love to sleep. I try not to sleep all day since I have to help my niece with her school work but I have been getting extra sleep lately and I need to stop doing that. I'm going to have to set up a bed time (I'm 20 years old and I'm going to have a bedtime. So stupid and funny at the same time. Not really) I need to start going to bed at 11:00 or something so I won't be so tired in the morning. ( I have to wake up my niece at 8:30 and sometimes it's even earlier than that, I'm really not that used to getting up so early.) I wish she wasn't home-schooled that way she wouldn't have to work. That would be totally great if it happened.

I'm so glad it's the New Year

I'm really happy that it's the New Year and I hope that everyone is having a good one so far. I've had some ups and downs already but I'm doing a lot better now. I haven't been doing to good with my walk I missed a few days and I feel horrible about it so I'm going to do better with that. I haven't really been able to take pictures lately and it's mainly because my camera's screen is busted. It still works amazingly but I can only see a small part of the screen, I am trying to figure out how to buy a new camera.

Freedom Writers Diary

Ever since Christmas I've been reading The Freedom Writers Diary. The book has true diary entries from Ms. Erin Gruwell's 150 students who she helped out (well for most of them) for their entire high school years. She understands teenagers, young adults and children unlike most teachers who don't really show much appreciation. As long as you turn in your schoolwork they won't hate you. At least that's what it seems like to me. Well maybe I might be a little wrong maybe there are more "Erin Gruewell's" out there. If I do decide to become a teacher I'd like to be as smart, helpful, kind, encouraging and caring as Ms. Erin.

Ahh the holidays.

This past Christmas went by pretty well, if only we hadn't had so many people over this year it would of been great. I know, I know. It sounds rude but for once I'd love to stay home in peace without having so many family members and church members over. I have on why I haven't been writing the past few days. I know that no one really reads this but whatever. I'm never really sure of what the hell to write yet I have so many thoughts on many things.Argh! If only I could train myself better in writing everyday. Oh well. Good bye for now.

Family Members

I'm seriously getting pissed out by a few of mine own family members. Let's start with my 10 year old niece, we'll call her Susie*. Now, Susie may look all innocent and kind but she's not. She's rude, spoiled and doesn't care about anyone else except for her mother. She's been living with us for 3 and a half months now which has been hell. We've done nothing but be nice to her the whole entire time she's been here. And what do we get in return? A spoiled little brat who has a smart mouth. I can write a list of all the nice things that I've done for her:
1. Get her up early in the morning for school every day. And help her with her school work.
2. Share my room (which has been REALLY hard to do)
3. Share my covers
4. I've also had to share some of the food that I eat
5. I've bought her things like food for one and a nice birthday card but she just left it in the basement. (she said that she never got a chance to get it yet she's had three and a half months worth of time to get it out of our basement.)
6. Helped her get on the bus on time (this was before she decided to be home-schooled) (standing out in the cold was unbearable but I did it because I cared about her. But, now I'm not so sure.)
7. Not beating the living hell out of her on MANY occasions.

Now onto my younger cousin, she's 9. Let's call her Catherine. When she's over here, she acts a lot like Susie. Stuck up, rude, and annoying. But when Susie is away from her it's like she changes personalities or something. She's becomes kind, sweet, and helpful. I'm about ready to seriously end my aunt/older cousin relationship with both of them. I know that sounds weird but I don't see it that way. Finally being able to express my opinion has made me feel a lot better. This is just a rant so ignore it if you want.